Where's the tow truck?

I'll be the first one to admit it -
I am wrecked.
I am tangled up and torn
On the shards of the love you gave
The thing I threw against the wall
Sadistically loving the sound
the cracking and the smashing.

Going in every which way
at exactly the same time
My mind is never where it should be.
My heart doesn't even factor into the equation.
You do the math.

Nothing you do will get through
The gates locked and barred.
I reflect nothing, absorb everything.
Hate me. Please hate me.
I'm loathed dry.

Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Both of Us

I've recently discovered that certain people have been reading my little mental expose, who shouldn't, as I've written some really bad things.

I don't make any excuses for what I put down here.

This is the place where I rant. I spew the thoughts swirling around in my head, ever expanding until it feels like my head is going to explode. And if there are some injuries sustained in the crossfire, then get off the page!

Thank you for reading.

Cover Me In Gasoline. (Cos I'm gonna burn anyway)

Some people wouldn't know a good thing if it bitch-slapped them across the face.

I'm not one of those people. I can see a good thing a mile away.
My good thing spoils me rotten.
My good thing is great.

Except for that little problem we have everytime I'm feeling a little too cosy.
Yep.
My good thing ain't so great then.

Could this explain why I'm really starting to dig my good thing's colleague, who is not only good looking, but single too?
Did I mention there was an irish accent involved?

So my guilty concious has me up at 3:45am typing this instead of staying in bed where its warm and cosy. Well, cosy to the point of claustrophobia.

I'm so gonna burn in hell for this.

Good thing I like the heat.

Schengen...no?

Ok, so, the accountant? the one whose bed reputation is, well, less than reputable, has asked me on a long weekend in Europe!!

The question remains...who is Bridget Jones? Me?, or Accounting boy???

Switzerland is looking good...

for references, watch Bridget Jones: Edge of Reason...